Everything's been very odd for me the last couple of days/weeks/months.
Don't know when I want anything I just do something. A couple of examples: I
didn't sleep at all last night, didn't feel like sleeping then as I fell
asleep neither couldn't nor wouldn't I wake up again. I don't know when I
want to play the guitar but when in my hand two hours pass like almost
nothing. Don't know when I want to eat but when doing then over consuming
but else starving with no lust(haven't eaten for 20 hours and not feeling
anything). Never feel like drinking but as I'm offered a beer easy goes and
I could drink six of 'em. When I finally drink my tea it gets up to a
litre(two pints.) Now am I just neurotic or what? Lusting to much without
knowing it. How about humanity? Is it so equal to first wanting something
when you've got a little taste for it? And dispite those facts still not
feeling any addiction?(but maybe having one still?)